i am alone in a cafe named The Sense in Sungai Petani...
drinking a bucket of Carlsberg alone and chatting with my sis...
she was mentioning about our family and we had some complaints about it.. and then we started to cry and feeling upset...because of the family matter happened in our home..
my mom cried again...
she cried and complaint that if she had the financial support of her own..she will leave this house and live her own life... she said if she could be independent..she will leave his current husband..yes..which is my dad...
i could not explain and say much about my family matter now...but the reason which made her cry is because she thinks her husband never care about her anymore..
i could understand...if my beloved or husband had an affair...i would never accept and would chosed to leave....but my mom has no choice...
i was so ashamed of how i blamed about her...but..however how i blamed and complaint about her..i still love her very much...she is the toughest woman i know in my life...
i want to take care of her and care about her for the rest of my life...
i love u mom...i know i had upset u and made u disappointed about me..but i told myself and promised u once again i will make ur like be better and no one will take u away from me and bebe away coz we love u so much
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